S. is fat now, which is weird to think about because it means that I am also fat now. We are not the same fat, but we’re the same amount of aged, which means that our bodies have shifted, filled, and expanded. In high school we were both skinny and in a band together. I was in the band because I thought playing music would save me, but I didn’t ever want to practice. He was in the band because he was committed to pop punk. He really believed in the message of Blink 182 and Taking Back Sunday. He really believed in the whiny voices of white men grieving over lost love, even as they were entering into new relationships, also known as future fodder for songs of lost love. I hated S.’s music taste because it felt performative, but being in a band with him made sense to me. The band ended because I did not practice enough, and probably also because I hated S.’s music taste.
This Song is About You
This Song is About You
This Song is About You
S. is fat now, which is weird to think about because it means that I am also fat now. We are not the same fat, but we’re the same amount of aged, which means that our bodies have shifted, filled, and expanded. In high school we were both skinny and in a band together. I was in the band because I thought playing music would save me, but I didn’t ever want to practice. He was in the band because he was committed to pop punk. He really believed in the message of Blink 182 and Taking Back Sunday. He really believed in the whiny voices of white men grieving over lost love, even as they were entering into new relationships, also known as future fodder for songs of lost love. I hated S.’s music taste because it felt performative, but being in a band with him made sense to me. The band ended because I did not practice enough, and probably also because I hated S.’s music taste.